I’m in the moment that I am pushing my limits and challenging myself. I am not sure if I will end up on top or I will be a casualty in this crazy idea. However, I do need to determine what can I do further. I’ve been wallowing in my comfort zone for quite some time and sometimes, I think, is this all I can do right now? This will surely change the tide for the next few weeks, but I will surely survive — scarred or not.