There’s really nothing much to say about it, other thank it is what it is. It was sad and I am not really gonna hide that fact. I spent some time thinking about it, and control the series of emotions that I felt. It stings, and like how John Green described it, “pain demands to be felt.” The only solace I get from this is that the pain is a bit familiar so it makes it easier to get used to, and eventually live with it. It will eventually dull and disappear, but I’m forever changed. Like any experience we go through, you get out of it as a different person.
“It’s not the first, and it’s not going to be the last.”