Words are so limited. How can you capture life experiences in words alone? One way or another, you will lose something there. You cannot fully write down all the things you sensed or thought during that time. That’s why I always find it difficult to write down things because I am just so overwhelmed with so many things that I want to write about that I do not know how to start it or how to fully explain all the things I want to convey. Then, paralysis kicks in. I try to remove myself more until I just put out a shell of that experience just to get through with the exercise.
I mourn that I was not able to capture everything and chronicle it. Because I know it’s lost already. We just move forward and lose it until we forget them and a part of your life is forever gone.